Never understand why I felt so.
Never figure out my way.
Never accept my reasons.
When you are the cause of the dramatic change of another person yet you dont know, without any sense of guilt you pushed her away again and again. One condemn, she walked a step closer to the cliff. One and another one. Just one more, at the verge she would fall down anytime.
When you wonder how could she behave in such a way while ironically every of your actions, significant or not, have triggered negative emotions in her, you hurt her twice as more because you think that you are innocent.
When you lamented on how bad your life has been, how sick you are being treated to her while she has to bear your grievances together with hers. Just because you never stand in her shoes and be concerned about her.
