Sweat and Tears

I do remember the sunny afternoon
We walked to a destination
Which both felt the same upon reaching
When i got injured
Cotton plaster you got me
Regardless the sweat on shirt.

I do remember a Saturday morning
How light shone onto our face
Active teenagers
Lively day
Gloomy tears.

Goodbye
I'll remember the silent night
Moonlight surrendered me sleepless night
Yet stupidly reminiscing your white promises
Blaming myself for being naive.

Even if i were given a choice to look back
I'd choose to move on
For you cant stop my way
As guilt doesn't take control over conscience
The world isnt such small
That i deeply understand
Some kind of goodbye is regretful
But I'll turn them into a beautiful regret.

Diary

A place where i can express my grievances. Open my pandora box. Sharing all my secrets.

I dont like telling some private issue or problems that trouble me, not even to closest friend. So please understand me. I dont really bottle up everything. But i think it speaks the best when i say nothing but understanding myself. This is what even more important i guess.

To explain to myself.
To know myself.
To forgive myself.

If you are with me. Just pray for me when i'm broken. Or give me a hug, than keep asking me for some why's. :)

Haunt

There's a ghost in me
Making errie sound
Chilling me out of bones
Striking fear in soul
Wanting me to leave this bloody place cold.

As good as being alone
Strumming rusted strings
Soothing melody starting from a 'Do'
A glimmer of hope
Rises from deepest sorrow.

Hence I delved into bleakness
To beg for a release
Yet he turned his back with no mercy
Saying its fate to be weary.